NEW DIGS

Hello. Its me. Remember?

Okay, so it's been quite a while and a lot has happened. There's too much to say, really.
These days have been filled to the brim, and I am still (always) struggling to be present in my life and what I'm doing and not to be overcome by this feeling I get every so often like I'm just watching my life play out on this humungous screen in front of me.
Like a movie. I'm watching, but am I really living it? Sometimes it's truly hard to believe.

I don't wanna talk about work.

Do you ever imagine that you are lying in a hospital bed dying and all of the people you love come by your bedside one by one, and you say those things you need to tell them before you go. The words that we never find a way to say in day to day life? You familiar with this scenario?

I've got a lot of shit to do right now, but all I can think about is drinking massive amounts of water and watching Southpark.

I don't wanna think about work.

What I do, for a living, is so bizarre. I constantly find myself in situations that are like, from another planet. There must be a reason. Universe, there's a reason right?

UNIVERSE: ...

ME: UNIVERSE?!

UNIVERSE: ...vzzzssssssss.....

ME: Great. No, that's GREAT, Universe, really. Thanks.